Saturday, January 31, 2004

Watched The Last Samurai. It was really a great movie!! The plot, costume, action were simply superb. Before watching this movie, i had read a book about the history of Japan. It really refects what was stated in the book.

Woke up early because i was supposed to recieve a new air con. The previous air con from my house was spoilt !!! argh...cause so many problems for me and my family. After a few hours of installing the brand new set. Finally can enjoy the coolness....

After that went to westmall for movie. Meet up with Syah, SMS, Ben and Kenny. It was worthwhile trip. I really enjoy this movie. I sure they enjoyed too...After the movie, Kenny and Ben will argue and argue lol...expected....

Now listening to Jay's song... Mm....to be single or have someone to be with you ....which is better???

Mood : Learning the way of Samurai *learning learning....

Quote of the day : To win, you have to overcome yourself first.

Song of the day : Chou by Fatal Frame 2 OST

Friday, January 30, 2004

Regret for not going sia!! Whole night slack and play mahjong. These few days no events at all.... Tuesday went hospital and met Holly during evening. Other than that, sleep and sleep le...:p

Tuesday went to NUH. Doctor said got a bit of improvement. Will be having the next appointment 3 months later. That doctor quite pretty woh... in fact last visit also pretty one haha...:p Went to Jurong Point. Stayed in the library and read book before went to arcade for a while. Spent 2 dollar hahaha... Reached home at around 2.30pm.

6.00pm went to meet Holly at JP. Suddenly wanted to come JP sia....She should had brought Fatal Frame 2!!! ("_ _). We compete against each other in Outrun 2. She still a bit better than me lar....haha... Then i played World Combat and she watched me play. Pretty boring hor...made u wait for 30 mins plus...gomen gomen. At this point, XZ finally came. Then I accompanied them to have dinner at Mcdonald.

Had a very good chat with them. Felt abit better when letting out haha... After dinner went to find Yuda who was working in the Pet shop. Actually wanted to wait for him till 10.00pm. In the end never.... Lastly walk around the shopping mall before all of us depart for home(expect XZ, depart for camp:p).

Reached home at 11.00pm. Read her bloggie. These few days it seems like she like to say the same old line. "U will find someone better." Brought back alot memories. However memories are memories. If i wanted it to be real again....It might not come true.....

Mood : BORING!!! next week can go library le:p

Quote : Do i have the inspiration when i bored??

Song of the day : Qing Tian by Jay Zhou Jie Lun( Best when u walked under the rain and listen...)

Monday, January 26, 2004

Borrowed 3 books from the library. That should be enough to accompany me while i am in the hospital. Tommorow no one will be accompanying me there! haiz...the thought of it makes me feel very lonely...Hey!! i been alone for more than 6 months liao.... LOL

Chatted with Holly. She seems to be rather stress. Cheer up man!!! don be too stress hor....if not u grow white hair not pretty liao... Don't you worry Holly, you willl not get to drink my Vanilla Milkshake hahaha....

Kinda bored during nighttime. Listening to my evergrowing list of mp3s. So....if u ar lonely feel free to chat with me lor...:p

Mood : Great got books to read

Quote of the day : Future can never be predicted however we can work for it.

Song of the day : Chi Xin Jue Dui by Sam Li

Sunday, January 25, 2004

I am back from Malaysia!!!:D hehe... The trip was quite fun yet boring at times;) First of all i would to wish all of you a Happy Chinese New Year!! enjoy your day;)

Day 1:
Changed into new clothes and kneel down to give blessing to my parents;) This was the first time i did that. Mom wanted to be traditional way thats why... After that went to Grandparent's house at Boon Lay. Many of my relatives were already there. Got hongbao from all of them weehee!! hehe...after that play blackjack ;) won 10 dollar :D:D. Sadly it was time for us to depart for Malaysia. We bid farewell to them and sped off;)

The journey was really warm!! even with the air con on. This was because we were travelling during afternoon. About 3.00pm plus we reached grandparents' house(mom's side)again:p Another hongboa session for me hehe.... Evening we had steamboat cum bbq. After that i went to my mommy's friend house to gamble:) hehe...won money again :D weehee!! this time about 20 RM :p After the session which was about 1.00am already. I sat down outside the house and view the starry sky. Wah...lots of stars and different kinds of fireworks shown. I would never find this kind of view back in S'pore......

Day 2 :
Woke up at around 10.30 am! Had roti prata ( my fav.!!!) hehe...then went to my cousin's place. Then chit chatted with her . This year all my relatives gave me the same question. "Jiahao have gf or not?". haha....last year i said got...this year say don have lol.... luckly thier reaction was rather calm .... if not i would expect a wave of questions to be ask by them...

Gamble again!!! during afternoon time. Won 19 RM though.. not bad lar.... :D At least got win abit hehe... Night time went to play fireworks. Some of the fireworks that the neighbours displayed was really nice!!!! Haiz..never take photo....

Went to gamble again....hahaha...this year always gamble gamble gamble... lol... this time won about 30 plus lol!!! so happy!! Must go back to Singapore and donate abit hehe....Then after that, under the moonlight, i had a good chat with my cousin and admire the sky together before i stumbled to my dreamland....

Day 3:
Afternoon went home lor....Basically got nothing to say about day 3 because many of my friends and mom's friends had left for S'pore. It was quite boring... Reached S'pore around 7.30 pm. Because of that jam! had to wait for an hour. Went to have dinnner and then to Grandparents' house. After that reached home at around 10.30 pm. Online and check my mail. The night was boring and quiet. I kinda missed the days i had back in the village.....

Alrighty thats my new year! had a good day everyone:D

Mood : Fine ?:p

Quote : Gong Xi Fa Cai la:p

Song of the day : Universal Love by V.A

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

One more hour before the year of MONKEY!!! hehe....Just came back from my grandparents house. Had steamboat then chit chatted with my cousin hehe...she very funny one always asked me weird questions:D

Tommorow will be a great day for all the chinese lol!! time for Hongbao and gambling season had begun wahahahaa:D:D Bet small small woh....:p

Tommorow also going back to Malaysia to take Hongbaos. Then stayed there for 2 or 3 days lor...So these few days i will not be here ! so....don miss me woh....hahaha anyway...Happy Chinese New Year to all of you!! Gong Xi Fai Cai:D

Mood : Alright la:p

Quote : New year marks the change of fortune to one self

Song of the day : Jue Ding Ai Ni by Vivan Hsu

Monday, January 19, 2004

Think alot think alot think alot!!! argh.... why.... i always think of such thing... it already over. I should not be having such thoughts never... Ni yi jing you ta le... wo bu yi gan zai xiang le....haiz...

A boring and quiet night.... How i wish i could leave this place. Thursday or wednesday going back to Malaysia to visit my grandparents(mom's side). Hopefully a change of environment will do me good..

Tml lesson again... don feel like going to school cause festival mood liao lar... And Holly!!! pls pls i wan that FF 2 as soon as possible. Its been a long time since i had any great scare... ciao

Mood : I may bite u

Quote : Time will heal all wounds but will leave a scar

Song of the day : Let Me Die by Nicholas Tse

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Another boring 3 days... Basically got nothing to do....haiz...nobody to chat with also..Faster come back leh lol....

Woke up at around 10.00am today. Dreamt of her again! haha...quite a sweet dream;) The moment i woke up. My mood suddenly like very down... That line came into my mind... "wo shi guo wo zhe ni shou" by Qing Tian(singer : Jay Zhou). Yea...i think thats probably my feeling ba..

So whole afternoon played my PS2. Read books hehe... At night listening to music lor...Nothing to do.. boring!!! Looking forward to CYN :D

Mood : BORED!!!

Quote : No inspiration

Song of the day : Qing Tian by Jay Zhou Jie Lun

Thursday, January 15, 2004

My mood varies with the the songs that the mp3 play... Tonight mood was high!! lol!! Was listening to some fast moving song... This greatly covered up my loniless at night and my heart was blazing with flame... lolz...so Kuang Zhang... anyway... night mood was specially good today.... Of course if i am happy, however i got a mission one... If i see anyone unhappy, i will try all sorts of ways to make him/her happy:D yup that my goal lol...

Today school was boring.. Reached home at 1.00pm bought lunch for Mommy and brother . After that i took my shower and played PS2. 2 hours( 3.00plus) i helped with the housework . Today i changed the position of my computer desk. This was because i wanted to have more space in the room and hopefully i can put a new TV in my room..

Watched my mommy cooked... She teached me how to make the chicken chop sauce.. next time got chance i will let u all taste it:D:D.

currently chatting around and listening to music... So long guys! enjoy your day;)

Mood : Upbeat

Quote : Nobody is perfect, we must learn to compromise.

Song of the day : Rage Your Dream by MOVE(Initial D theme song)

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Chinese New Year is around the corner. Therefore to all my friends(be it chinese or non-chinese), please take good care of your health!!! If u don, u will not get to enjoy the festival:)

School finished at 11.00 am ... Kenny accompanied to my house as he was going to JP to buy a new bag. I was going to the library to return the books by the way but i forgot to bring those books hence he had to go home with me first..

Went to JP, Kenny bought a new bag. I saw him off on 3rd level before walking around JP. Borrowed some books too... Surprised that i borrow books is it?:p hehe..aiya... now got so much free time. Stay at home and rot meh?:p hehe...

Took a short nap at 7.00pm woke up at 8.00 pm. Online at 10 plus abit boring. I finished one book already:p hehe... anyway a fine day seeya guys...

Mood : Fine lar.. what more can u ask for?

Quote of the day : What comes will comes, there is no way u can avoid.

Song of the day : Qing Fei De Yi by Harlem Yu

Tuesday, January 13, 2004

Listening to someone singing:D nice nice lol:p Past 2 days was well...rather fine:) School was usual boring....

Evening wanted to print some documents. However this stupid printer gave me problem in the end cannot print anything.... liew...how am i going to face my lecturer tml haiz... Anyway... i will face it:p hopefully i can do it done by tml afternoon in the library.

Chatted with Holly just now.. Again we are talking about leading single life lol. Always talk about some really funny topics for instance our "colourful" secondary life. I missed those days honestly. That time too naive le anything also must know lol.

She singing now and i listening hehe...at least tonight not i sing woh... is i listen:p if not everyday sing to ppl, i would be guilty woh...haha... anyway seeya guys next time and do enjoy yourself.

Mood : Er...whats up doc?

Quote of the day : "I" is a word that make yourself possible in everything

Song of the day : Shi Jie Mo Ri by Jay Zhou Jie Lun yet again.

Sunday, January 11, 2004

Had my hair cut today. Quite ok lar... i felt glad with it. Today went to Victoria Hall to watch Yuhua(my ex-school) and River Valley Secondary School concert band. Met XZ at around 3.00pm before meeting Yifang, RuiWei and Kai Jian.

Today!! so unlucky! i slip and fell down and i was chasing the train... very very malu...haiz.... On our way to Victoria Hall, we went to Mcdonaldo first. Again! i nearly fell down again... wah....so i told myself that today really cannot jump and run.

In the Victoria. The band was really really great!! i love each and every pieces they played. So proud to be ex-Yuhua student for the first ever time..lol Saw SK and her. Kinda didn't want to talk to her or rather nothing to talk about. Still thinking about yesterday incident.. Me petty ba...

Had dinner at Lau Pa Sa. Had home-made noodle. Reached home at 10.00pm and now chatting and listening to music.

Am i naive?? why must i think that way? Why i must be unhappy when she and her bf are getting along well again. Its already over for me le.. why why why....so many doubts yet no answers at all....

Mood : Sensational music but night time down again

Quote of the day : Events we encounter, be it good or bad, we will learn something

Song of the day : An Jing by Jay Zhou Jie Lun.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

Some things left unsaid would be better ba...:) haiz.... Initially i shouldn't be thinking too much too... Well whatever it was, it was good thing isn't it. She happy can le i will be glad too...

Tonight was quiet but my mp3 accompanied me. Went down for basketball today. Tired but fun. Managed to shoot in some decider from long range. Went home at 10.00pm.

Hungry now. However that doesn't matter. Nighttime really was bad. Am i really happy for her or what... i so confused.... Why why why... why i still hiding myself...

Mood : Quiet and confused.

Quote : The most powerful weapon to destroy friendship is betrayal

Song of the day : Ai Qing Xuan Ya By Jay Zhou

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Just finished watching channel 5's Steal A Million. I found that that cheater was really stupid. And thier way of cheating was really really obvious. My mother thought that Charles(cheater) was really really stupid. He should gave up at 64 000 pound so as not to arouse attention.

These 3 days was really smooth sailing really!! School life was pretty straight forward. Study, eat, go home. Met Holly yesterday to give her the game. Hanged around with her since she was waiting for her friend to catch a movie. 3.00pluspm went home...

Today had bowling with Kenny after school. Met Syaifee by chance in bus 154. He joined us too of coure. Today finally break the record that Kenny always proudly annouce, 144:p I got a score of 149:D though it was nothing much, i treated as a personnal achievement ;) Played a game of pool before going home.

Reached home at around 3.30pm. Read book for about an hour before playing PS2. Finally got the mood to play FF X-2...

At night chatted with her. Though she would be offline soon, however like the past or present me always will wait for her Ciao!

Mood : ZzZzz...

Quote : Love and care are the ones that people really need...

Song of the day : Guan Huai Fang Shi by Chen Han Wei and Cai Li Lian

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

A very slack day for me. School was fine but boring at times. Reached home read newspaper and played PS2. Really very boring...how i wish i got someone to chat with !!

Major concern was about my O level result ba. Had to wait for another 8 weeks woh... Surely no guts to open the result slip when that day comes. What if cannot go poly(CHOY!)? i would be devastated.

Listening and singing Gui Ji and Qing Tian whole day. The same old night, the same old loneliness which had been with me since last year. When will this end?when will ever get someone who can be with me and support me....haiz.....nite everyone..

Mood : Slack

Quote : Every step you walk on will decide what will you do in future.

Song of the day : Qing Tian by Jay Zhou Jie Lun

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Whole night wait and wait for the sms to be reply. Disappointed and fed up with it. argh!!!! It was until 4.00 am where i couldn't take it anymore. I went into the magicial world of my own.

Had a very sweet dream, woke up at around 12.00 pm. This could be my last 8 hours of sleep as school would be starting tommorow haiz...I really didn't had that excitment of going back to school. I more concerned about my result which was due to be release at the end of Feb. My future depends on that.

Yesterday evening, i cooked chicken cutlet again. This time it was really successful. Very crispy and tender. My brother commented that it was tasty hehe...*happy happy=D. However i thought that if i make the chicken thinner, it would be easy to be fried and eat. Next time i will try again!

Currently listening to songs and chatting. Nothing to do this afternoon. Maybe i should read some books ya? seeya!

Mood : BORING

Quote : You don have to be the hero to save the world. Any person can do that.

Song of the day : Ai De Bubble by R&B

Thursday, January 01, 2004

First of all i would to wish everyone a very very Happy New Year!! 3 more weeks will be our chinese's Lunar New Year. Had you bought your new clothes yet?:)

Reached home at 9.00 am from ZW house. Yesterday night stayed over at his house to play whole night hehe...it was fun!! Having friends to countdown with you was a bless:). Anyway the moment i reached home, i slept!

2.30++pm woke up. The rest of the day really nothing to do . Played PS2 whole day and sms . Read a book which i borrowed from the library. It was about ancient cities from all over the world in detail. I find this kind of non-friction books really intresting. It not only enriched my General Knowledge, i can also learnt about this countries and places of intrest. Who knows one day i might visit there;)

Nightfall...lonely moment... its the first day of year 2004. School going to start soon. However my mind would be more on the result which will be release on the end of feb. It will determined whether i can reach my goal or not... bless you..

Mood : Quiet...deep thoughts

Quote : Courage is what we are trying to get

Song of the day : Gui Ji by Jay Zhou Jie Lun